Gushing

I keep looking at this photo and my heart hurts because he just looks so happy and adorable and I feel bad because his haircut cracks me up and he has no idea:



I have that picture set as my wallpaper on my phone and my work laptop and I'm kinda thinking I need to take it off because it's so painfully adorable that I get all teary looking at it.

Here's another one that I love:



I'm looking kinda pointy and greasy but Baby kept nuzzling his face into my face -- like he was trying to suck my cheek or something. I didn't understand what he was doing but my brother said that he sees people kiss each other all the time so he thinks Baby is trying to copycat that. WHICH MEANS BABY WAS TRYING TO GIVE ME A KISS and maaaaaaan, I'm getting teary right now just thinking about it.

I've said it before and I'll say it 10,000,000 more times, but holy crap I love that kid. I was rushing to catch a flight last night and my brother walked him into the room and Baby reached his little arms out for me and SCREW THE FLIGHT! I have a baby to cuddle!!!! It bums me out that he won't always be so cuddly and that I need to get as many kisses in as possible because one day he won't let me near him anymore. In fact, the near-eyeroll he gives me in this video makes me flash forward 13 years:



I adore this kid, I tell you: